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    Wednesday, February 8th, 2006
    2:17 pm
    GOING GOOD
    Well I started On Monday again useing a lil wee bit of Rogaine on my jawline and cheeks-chin and also my dose for t now is .8 a week of delatesterly and I can now see some new hair's comming in thickers its working Great Will soon Update some pics on Here have been Super Busy and My GP said to me while I was in the Room that he will not get my Test resaults for Cancer back untill May Fuck Its getting me all Worried,,,,Well My tottal Resauls from first Transstioning came out as FTM when I was 9 years old to my Family had my first Shot of T back on the 23rd of sept 04 and then my hysto Aug-05 and its going great now and Fuck major hair growth all over arms,legs,tummy and chest and fuck Been working out crazy at the gym and Dammm Should be ready for mychest Reconstruction Soon....Very Bored right now ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,Meeting up with my Good Pal and my Crew BOi Jay soon so I'll update later on tonight...Again....
    Sunday, January 8th, 2006
    3:59 pm
    I hate waiting for Resaults////////
    Okay Was hanging out a while back with Dano and stuff and was showing him my new hair growth on my chin and he was saying dammm Brad there is a bump or something in ur neck and Right and then and there I was fuck so the next week I booked in to see my Dr and The one thing i never wanted to hear was I might have cancer FUCK....I mean my grandmother passsed away from Cancer and same with my Uncle and I just sat in the waiting room with Dano and Brent and Started Crying and their like Brad I'm sorry to hear fuck and Now i'm not going to get my resaults for another 3 weeks and I think what if I do have Cancer what Am I going to Tell my Parnter Jamie I love him with all my Heart and he;s in Red Deer Alberta I love him sooo fucking much and I talked with him the other night when he was drunk at the pub and then the next day He means soo much to me and Just not sure how to tell him I have a chance of haveing Cancer ,,,,,,,, I just have to think about something else ,,,,Welll More facial hair comming in Started taken Androgel What a little miracle I'll say .......Well only a bit more time on here then hedding home......

    Current Mood: stressed
    Current Music: if u could only see by Tonic
    Thursday, December 1st, 2005
    8:33 pm
    this boy is in a pickle
    hey whats up well ive been busy with work, So ive not had a chance to update I did take some new pics so i'll be sure to add them ,Dmm im in a Jam well kinda ive been seeing this guy for some time now and fuck ive kinda beeing crushing on this one other trannyboy for some time now and yeah he's single again I just hope he doesnt know I have a lj hehe well i got a new email from my bf awww he's too cute but in a Different province in Alberta and im in British Columbia right now fuck being 1 provinces away from him sucks big time I miss not talking to him and hwo fucking much i just wanna be with him and cuddle up next to him .,,,,,JAMIE your one fucking hot FTM LOve yeah lots babe WOOOW also as i said took some new pictures they look hot well thats some of my reaction from when i sent some to a few TG guys i know hehe well works going hella great and hopefullt getting my Chest Op soon in Janurary 2006 some time well nothing much else to say but yeah im soo crushing on that tranny boy that I'm not sure what to do well i'll be sure to like write more when I have time......
    Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
    4:44 pm
    Today was Interesting...........
    Hummm had a interview for a neat job hehe yeah I will be working at one place a ftm tranny boys well most dream about hehe a SEx porn shop all the sizes od dicks I can get hehe Oh yeah my interview went pretty well have my 2 day training wed-thur-4pm to 12pm then friday 8pm to 8am and Saturday my bday hedding out to Club Lick for it sooo excited and sunday a cover shift9am to 8pm I guess i miss cuddling up to someone and haveing someone to talk about how my days going and yeah would be so nice to find a cutie on here to get to know maby a cute ftm trannyboy hehe well I'm just listeing to a song Im doing for this month drag show at 23 Sooo ready and most will see my Nifty hot boxers yeah well I should get going have to email someone back ...


    Adam
    Sunday, October 30th, 2005
    4:19 pm
    Last night at the drag show
    Well I thought Last night would be nice but I geussed wrong,Fuck So many tranny haters at the club and got told to get the fuck out of the guys Washroom by some Dykes ,,,Pist offf
    Tuesday, October 18th, 2005
    3:29 pm
    onctover 23rd 2005 1 year and 1 month on testosterone
    Its been one intersting year since ive been on t,I like to say its been worth my it Ive been waiting all my life to finially be the guy I am today Yes Some days I just wanna get off so badly and I do in the shower LOL and ity would be nice to have someone in my life to Cuddle and spend some time with well I got to go Im haveing Dinner at my Mother's and yah she's comming around.
    Saturday, September 17th, 2005
    4:28 pm
    Today was like not a nice day for me found something out and yeah looks like i'll be given up on going out with any one again ...EVER....TIRED OF BEING HURT AND FUCK ITS NOT A NICE FEELING......Is there a nice honest trans guy out there ......if so message me ............
    Tuesday, August 30th, 2005
    1:22 pm
    MR. DragKing Vancouver 2005
    Well what can I say Me and Liam went on a Semi Date last Weekend to the Drag finials out at 23 West in Vancouver our Prince this Year is Luck and our King is Cazz check out our Dragking site http://www.dragkingvancouver.com U can check my pro and everyone elses on there ,Also Friday night we went to see Devil's Rejects awww he was a bit freaked out same with me I hate scarfy movies and then I walked him back to his place cause he had an eary importmnt meeting Saturday morning but I said I would call him when I got back from the lesbain club called the Lick club also located out in Vancouver,BC Yeah seen a hole bunch of girls I knew there left around 1am and hedded home and took my t shot and then called Liam yeah by then I can feel my shot kicking in and was alread a horny darn boyu all that day and just talking with Liam made me even more LOL yeah What can I say about that boi but DAmmmmmmmmm Yeah so we got off the phone about 4:30am and that gave him not that much time to sleep and stuff but he was alright with that awwwww what a cutie well Saturday we met up and hedded to the gym about 12:24pm and worked out for a bit and he came over to shower and change nothing more interesting then 2 ftms in the shower LOL No comments on if any thing happend Bois LOL but lets just say I know how to make a boi scream and get off I do have my tongue peirced twice well after the shoer we got dressed and set off to 23 it was a great show this year and the bois did very well ,,,, Sooo horny at this time and going to get off and take a nap....


    Bradley
    Monday, July 18th, 2005
    4:55 pm
    Looking for a New BF
    Well What can I say I woke up early this morning at 5am took a shower and hedded over to Liams and we went to go work out at the gym and then left around 9:45,I'd have to say lian is one cute trannyboy even thought he's been on T for 2 months now Ive know him since I was like way new to NorthDelta B.C. when I was in grade 6 he's like my best friend Graded togeather and went as each other's dates Kinda were told we couldn't go as Dates but we went any ways and Was the best Grad ever HeHe LOL I'm kinda stuck on what to get him for his Bday its comming on the the 31st of July which is Perfect On Vancouver Pride Yes I herd from my pal Erin he has a Crush on me but Is like afraid to like tell me cause we have been best friends for 9 Years now and i think That is nifty he has a thing for me Fuck Lian is like one of the cutest trannyboys Ive known LOL and I so know him so well We tell each other everything LOL So if we did like go out we would make a cute couple we were kinda talking abotu taht beforer if we were to hook up and shit LOL Well My afternoon is going very well Had my shot like a hour ago so I'm probally goingt o be one Horny guy this week I'm post to be going to see a movie with Liam this Friday then were going to go to the Drag King Semi finials for the mr dragking 2005 dragking show which Im preforming in Yeehaw Im excited for it then on Sunday have the FTM meeting at brittania Center its my last one before I move to Edmonton Alberta and then Pride on the 31st I'm kinda wondering what Liam wanted to like tell me he's been telling me he has something to like tell me its Important so Im excited and very Curious well I shoudl be going its 5:05pm my time now .



    Bradley
    Thursday, July 7th, 2005
    6:16 pm
    chilling with Devon
    Well hedded out with Devon this afternoon had an interesting talk with a cute trannyboy last night Yep he's a Prairie Boy lol yeah ur hotttttt and he likes his boobs LOL other than that seen my ex chris yes the trans ftm boi LOL and his Fiance or his Husband LOL dammmm Jerk LOL pisst off went and worked out at the gym excited for this months drag king show at club 23 west in Vancouver on the 23rd ................

    bradley
    Monday, June 20th, 2005
    5:01 pm
    Is it that bad to be a FTM transguy and Like Other FTM's
    Well I now know some Straite FTM's would rather not talk to a FTM guy who is a trannyfag or a bi Transguy Oh My and to feel as if the only ones U have to talk to about stuff are Trans guys on this site but even then since Ive been on Hormones I feel as if Its not good enough I just sit here thinking I'm such a Idiot why did I even bother with going on this Site I dont think there is any one else who feels the way I feel at this time I mean Their all Straite out in Vancouver,BC. and the ones that arn't are taken or something else I mean I was seeing my Ex Bf who was Trans and after that I thought I would never find another Ftm that was into Transguys There was this one guy But I guess maby He wasnt inot me or something well I should get going Have a night shift tonight and feeling a bit tired since I had my shot this afternoon But Dammm I still would love to start something with that one TransGuy.




    Brad

    Current Mood: tired
    Current Music: Scars by Papa Roach
    Saturday, June 11th, 2005
    3:08 pm
    NO victoria for this guy this weekend .....
    Well I was post to hed out to Victoria this weekend but my Buds haveing his BF bday Sunday night Yeehaw for this guy But Seriously They keep bugging me about something I was talking to them about Yeah Ive been mega and i mean Mega horny these past few weeks I dont think I could bare to be at this Party Tommorow night haha LOL yeah but Ive been chatting with this Cute Guy he's cute and dammmmmmm Would make a good Bf for this Guy aswell any ways Ive not posted on this for some time now Im now on .9 on T and its going very well my voice dropped a little friday I noticed and dammmmmm I couldnt get to sleep I was up thursday morning didnt get any sleep Wednessday night maby like 30 minutes was kinda busy with something LOL Fuck U guys know what I was probally doing fuck so what if I was horny all that night and jerked off for a while i mean the best times are in the shower LOL yah any of my gay guys friends know when they call and im in the shower Im probally Jerking off and Fuck since ive started Testosterone Ive noticed way allot that my Clit is now like a mini dick wow how much it's gotten bigger LOL Yeah any any time im at the gay clubs its hard cause my gay guys friends always bring me there the times I just wanna chill at home and watch some porns and Jerk it LOL yeah so I end up haveing some beer and watching my watch till I can get in at home take a shower and Jerk off in the shower adn then watch some more porns and jerk it even more Yes would be nice to find a nice single guy out this way well there is this one guy yah I talked to him Yesterday Friday and Fuck He's Hott and way easy to talk with and Dammmmmmmmmm sorry guys im sooo horny at this time its Saturday and Im just waiting til I can call that cutie up and see if he would like to chill Tonight well my guy pal Devon tried to hook me up with this otehr dude but I was heck No he's like 44 and not my type and yeah im just going to hed off to get ready go home Jack off take a shower get dressed and get ready cause its Saturday night yeah so what more to type well im a little busy right now so talk to you later and who ever reads this have a nice Day.

    Bradley Jay Anderson.

    Current Mood: horny
    Current Music: NIN
    Sunday, May 15th, 2005
    12:38 pm
    Not a Good weekend
    Well my ex bf said he wanted to speak to me about something so I told him I would be at the oddesy with Dean and his bf and aaron and luke yeah my gay boys all have bf's an this guy is with out one LOL yeah would be nice to find a nice single ftm thats into ftm's but tuff luck for this guy their all straite out in Bc yeah but I guess i'll never find one in Bc well IM out have a ftm meeting in Van so I'll write a bit more later oh about my meet with the Ex just wanted to tell me he's getting married an wanted me to be the best man I said Im not sure chris I mean U cheated on me with ur bf and I cant forgive you for what u did to me an left to go out to see my pals and todl them what happend I guess I'll never find a nice ftm to get to know out in Bc.



    Bradley

    Current Mood: tired
    Current Music: scars by PapaRoach
    Friday, March 18th, 2005
    4:38 pm
    Happy 21 bday Gregory
    Well well boy its been 10 years since ive known you wow have the years gone by lol Yeah now I shall give you 21 one beats haha all the boys shall paty it up tonight how about we have a little bet You know Shannon that nice hott Femme yeah Lets see who can a date with her First boy the loser has to say in front of every one at the drag show in their boxers and Binder any ways yeah its been a while since my last enrty things have been going great for this guy been working out every day for 5 hours and chiling with my boys and seen this funny ass movie last night called White chicks lol yeah any ways I now have a full Gotee yeah It feel great now to wake up in the morning and see how much Facial hair is growing on my face and to see how much Ive change awwww even my straite friends that are grils that ive known since like for ever say that I'm turning into one dammm hott Guy yeah I know im Hott ladies its just who I am yah IM a cocky little guy hehe lol yeah so 2 days agao I had my 4th shot on my 5th vial on T Oh my its been 5 half months now since I started T look what little of a little Shot can do to a guy and It make me feel more happy now yeeehaw tarrens comming home from Toronto awww Babe miss you lots can't wait to give you a long hug awww babe miss you with all my heart well today before I hed over to the birthday boys house I have to go pick up a new vial of T yeah should put up a new picture of me soon any ways I'm out for now untill next time

    Brad.
    Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005
    2:28 pm
    hey boys
    Yeah so what I herd from my pals Bf my ex went out with my pal Wow what a Slut
    Thursday, February 17th, 2005
    2:39 pm
    had my shot last night
    yeah started taken this stuff called Hydroxycut and should have great results in less than 4 weeks time.
    Friday, February 11th, 2005
    3:29 pm
    Huge house party at Gregory's
    Yeah well I thought my day would of been pretty alright Untill some friends of mine came up to me and Hydi Greg wanted to talk to hydi about something and he said to Hydi that one of my exis was seeing someone I call my Bro I wonder if thats true cause if it is I dont care she gave it up the First day I met Her LOL yeah girls are how you say Boreing after a while yeah my Gf well Amanda that I have this open long distance relationship with phoned me last night now she's one girl i could see myself going to see and take a trip to go see her in Alabama yeah Local girls out in B.C. are a little boreing haha LOLyeah off to go to meet up with Chris and DAniel so my entry is done for today
    Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
    7:04 pm
    Bored
    Wellll This boy is fucking bored and waiting for Gregory to get his ass abck to his place awww I really miss that one Girl so much welll Shannon we so have to chill Saturday and Sunday cutie yeah party at Gregs palce oh yeah its going to be major fun always at Gregorys partyies.......




    Bradley
    Saturday, February 5th, 2005
    3:57 pm
    wanna let you know how I feel .........
    CAn't think about any one else I lost someone dear to his transguy heart Nicole Im sorry for what happend but you have to know I love you and now I feel that the hole time we went out was a flipping joke and stuff I sit here crying myt dammmmmmmm eyes and thinking ever time we talked or hanged out it was just a joke and now I wondering even if you did love me Welll for my Bois I guess i'll be comming out to Edmonton now I told you I couldnt cause i wanted to stay in Bc for my Gf but I guess it was a joke so I'll have my things packed for the 16th of March I just wanted to be with her sooooo much I guess this boy was a idiot for even believeing any thing a girl has to say...........
    Tuesday, February 1st, 2005
    3:32 pm
    Feeling like shit Hate my Bosssss
    Everytime I hear those Words That she calls me and why she can't get it in her head I'm Trans and would prefer to be refered to as He then She and I used Brad then my birthname Maby every day at work would be alright but not being able to have Brad on my name Tag and saying I have to have amanda on it fucking pissed me Off I'm Brad not (A) dammmmmmmmm I wanna tell her off Soooo mcuh but dont wanna lose my Job either what the fuck is this Guy post to do......................................



    Brad
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